Even writing the title to this post shakes me a little.
I visited the doctor (GP) on week 5 to confirm that I'm pregnant and didn't know how my life would changed after that. I remembered I was on bed a lot. I couldn't even get up and I had work around that time. I was supposed to go to Taiping/Penang and then fly to Johor for work. My vomiting and nausea just started, I thought I could handle it, but I was so wrong. On that day when I was suppose to go Penang for a shoot, I vomited 3 - 4 times. I had to call and cancel work and worst of all, Marcus wasn't there as he was in Kuching for work that time. I could barely move, but luckily my brother live above me at another level in our condo, so he brought me food and make sure I was ok.
I remember the first time I vomited ( while pregnant ) I thought of my mom and I actually cried a little while vomiting. I wonder how she went through having 4 children. It was so suffering. Almost everyday I vomited, and the nausea feeling won't go away.
I felt like I was having a bad hangover everyday till the week 13. I was on bed most of the time, no strength at all... just lying down waiting to vomit. I couldn't even eat. Every time I speak, I felt like vomiting. I couldn't do anything and Marcus had to help buy food for me and clean the house after work. I can't stand the smell of detergents.... it's the worst.
OMG THAT HORRIBLE SMELL! I don't know if you follow my instagram but I was into this cleaning product and even posted that THIS PRODUCT IS MY BEST FRIEND, well NOT THIS TIME! LOL I WAS RUNNING AWAY FROM IT!
Marcus then told me that he will still need to travel for work and then thats when my mother in law comes into the picture! What a life saver. But I was still vomiting and almost admitted to the hospital due to dehydration. I went back to the clinic ( GP ) and asked for medicine to stop the nausea and vomiting, she then test my urine and then ask me to visit the ob/gyn if I continue to have the same vomiting problem as the colour pantone of the urine stick was high. She even gave me an emergency letter to one of the ob/gyn in Damansara Specialist just incase. We called her to make an appointment but she was only free on Monday and that day was Saturday.
OH DID I TOLD YOU THE DOCTOR (GP) SAID I MIGHT HAVE TWINS?
hahahahahah, she said I was vomiting a lot and she was checking my tummy ( press here, press there ) and suddenly in shocked, she looked at me and said... your uterus is slightly bigger than normal, might be twins! But she doesnt have an ultra scan so we couldn't scan it.
I was in shocked ok! Honestly I cried after that, LOL! I was already feeling moody with all this morning sickness, (lying beside the toilet bowl kind) and now I might have twins? How to jaga???
WHAT IF BOTH OF THEM WANNA GO LONDON AND STUDY?? EVERYTHING DOUBLE!
( Yes, I know I think too far... and wasn't thinking straight at that time LOL )
Mom in law was with me and she prayed for me and told me, everything is a blessing, don't worry :)
That was that time when I posted this picture on my instagram with the caption :
Seeing Double ( 9 weeks ago ) Follow me on instagram @ michiekins
That was that time when I posted this picture on my instagram with the caption :
Seeing Double ( 9 weeks ago ) Follow me on instagram @ michiekins
( My parents was still in China at that time for holiday )
I even told Marcus this, every time I vomited...
ONE BABY IS ENOUGH, I CANT GO THROUGH THIS ANYMORE ( while crying )
Another worst part was I had no strength to do anything. I really hated that feeling... my home was messy and every time I just want to clean it but I can't.... I can't even fold clothes. That's how bad my morning sickness was.
So by Monday, I visited Dr. Hu Shan from Damansara Specialist and .... ( to be continue )